Marian was a friend of mine, He had it all, I wanted, He could write better songs than me. He played and sang In a popular band. They would even sell tapes, And get paid, He had a blonde, Girlfriend I envied too. And then He hanged himself, In his room. People had different. Theories Of the cause Of that Unfortunate Occurrence. I even thought, It was me being rude to one girl. Which pissed him off. The night before, We drank But you never know. It’s been 30 years He would be 50 Next year Since I’ve met Couple of thousands Potential Marians. And some of them Even followed his way. Some died of "natural" causes At the age of 30 or 40 or had accidents of sorts Some recovered I live I was on occasions. Pretty close too, But probably Too scared Finally I asked For help, And the Help Was given. I just hope You’re safe. And for that I pray.
