Poor Jerusalem

“If you knew all that I knew, my poor Jerusalem
You’d see the truth, but you close your eyes
But you close your eyes
While you live, your troubles are many, poor Jerusalem
To conquer death you only have to die”
You only have to die

“Poor Jerusalem” Jesus Christ Superstar
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I’ve decided

Not or to be
The choice
Is straightforward
I still want that “be”
Being too attached
To my existence
By some foolish sentiments

Therefore,
We’re in the act of killing
What was killing
Me
I know, it’s a bit
Selfish
Self preservation
Starts with self
After all

And like every slaughtering
That won’t be
A pretty scene either
Cries of desperation
Hesitation
Pain
Fear
Depression
All may come
But all will 
Finally go
“That too shall pass”

And it’s heartbreaking
Killing something
As beautiful
As true
Love
It’s when
The truth of life
Comes to prominance 
In its real
Dramatic
Traumatic
And Horrific
Manifestation

And the spell may rebound
Scattering some
Horcruxes

But like Ancient Laconians
I have to stand
On the verge of the 
Abbys
And let that
Squealing weakling
Go
In order
For other value
To live

It’s an act
Of Mercy
Not Cruelty