“Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I wanna spit in their faces, then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach
I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out nowI’ve been looking for a savior in these dirty streets
Tori Amos – Crucify https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PqOVyq0Dfyc
Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I’ve been raising up my hands, drive another nail in
Just what God needs, one more victim”
I don’t want To see her Anytime, Anywhere, Nor Anyhow Again I prayed For her sanity The very last time This morning Hers and mine Together But it wouldn’t work Now it’s over She’s on her own I can’t help Anymore Even willing To die for her She doesn’t need A martyr I prayed and prayed Over, over again Over all those Days of pain But hope Kept me going I loved and loved Longed and longed Through all those Empty hours Days I had faith Enough I can’t do Anymore You cannot Love a phantom Please Spare me Pointing out That I failed I should’ve Loved Stronger Longer Louder Braver Smarter ... I did What I could O.K. I didn’t deserve it I don’t And ever will… Here comes Crucifixion "Eloi Eloi lama sabachthani" Once more again