“At the center of the Earth, in the parking lot
Of the 7-11 where I was taught
The motto was just a lie
It says, “Home is where your heart is, ” but what a shame
‘Cause everyone’s heart doesn’t beat the same
It’s beating out of time…
I read the graffiti in the bathroom stall
Green Day – Jesus of Suberbia https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bXvgDq4ASGM
Like the holy scriptures of a shopping mall
And so it seemed to confess
It didn’t say much, but it only confirmed that
The center of the earth is the end of the world
And I could really care less”
I need to forgive Myself For not being … For being As well So many faults Sins against The ideal I hold in my heart She has just confirmed All my fears And insecurities Re-affirmed. No matter How hard I would try To fight them They will always Re-surface Re-established By yet another Lack of Reciprocation Of my love And I don’t need A cheap solace And cliché Encouragements Fuck off I’ll be fine Cause I don’t care I have learnt That primal Survival Skill Since I was 3 I have mastered The not-caring face That’s the biggest Sin I just need To forgive myself Failing One more time I am seeking the Forgiveness For being ... A good man