Where’s Rachel?

Per me si va ne la città
dolente,

Per me si va tra perduta gente.

Giustizia mosse il mio alto fattore:

 

fecemi la divina potestate,

 

Dinanzi a mi non fuor cose create

 

se non etterne, e io etterno duro.

 

Lasciate ogni speranza, voi ch’entrate.”

My Poetic Translation:
“Through me leads the path to the city of darkness
Through me to the place of pain evelasting
I gather the souls for eternal madness
Sentenced here by the Divine Justice
Made me Wisdom Supreme
Love eternal, I’m enternal Fear
I was first created, nothing before me
Abandon all hope, ye who enter here …

 

Dante Alighieri – Divine Comedy

Music here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jqpAgMxhx30

Panic,
Sharp blast of darkness
Abbys of
Hopelesness
Void
Of all hopes
Ever felt
Or ever to be
Even imagined

I bet hell
Must have been
Created
From the image
Of a broken love

Vacuum of meaning
Meanigless
Emptiness
Only pain is real
Only pain
Really exist

I thought
I just needed Maggie
I turned out
The opposite way

I hoped
HMJ
Would turn up
Back again
And save me
(After all she has started that mess)

I begged Anabell
To cure my soul
With a humble
Cup of coffee
But she chose 
To play hide and seek
(And I’m not 5 anymore)

I met Calypso
And for a moment
I became
A believer
Once again
But it couldn’t last
Dreams never do

I cannot
Seek my redemption
With forbidden love
Even if that’s 
The only true
Kindred Spirit 
I’ve probably 
Ever have found
And maybe ever will

Neither I can
Get satisfaction 
From prostitutes
Nor prostitution 
And I just …

Rachel is not here …
Disappeared
What if I never
See her …