“I don’t know
How to love HER
What to do?
How to move her?
…
She’s a girl
She’s just a girl …”
Paraphrasing “I don’t know how to love him…” from Jesus Christ Superstar
I don’t have
Anything
Of worth
Any quality
YOU
Should
Require
From a man
A bit
Of life experience
Some knowledge
Some patience
Some kindness
(Maybe)
Some wilingess
And desire
Desire
To look
Into Your Eyes
Every sunrise
And at
Every sunset
Of Life
Desire
To work for You
To sacrifice myself
To hold You
When you fall
And to listen
To your laughter
At all your resurrections
To die for You
If necessary
Stupid
Naïve
Boyish
Desire
I don’t have
What you need
What you deserve
I cannot offer
You
Security
Stability
Sensibility
Subtle Sensitiveness
Nor Systematic
Success
Apart from
Some semantics
A poet’s gift
As useful
And lasting
As a birthday card
I failed
Too many
Of life
Challenges
To lie to You
That I’m gonna win
All those coming
No,
I can promise
That I will
Take
Any hardship
On the path to You
But I may fail
Again
I most surely
Will
Some of the time
I just don’t have enough
Enough wealth
Enough health
Enough strength
Enough courage
Enough focus
…
I am
NOT ENOUGH
For You
I only
Love YOU
Honestly
Heroically
But
Hopelessly
I’m afraid
And I am scared
That this love
Is not enough.
Some music here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i8rDG_X7lsU