Breaking mirrors

"Wierzylem w coś
Bez tego ciężko żyć
Marzyłem też
Wolno było marzyć
Nie chciałem być taki jak ci ludzie
Co tylko biorą nie dając nic ..."

"I believed in something
It's hard not to
I dreamed a lot too
It was allowed to
I didn't want to
be like those who take not giving..."

Song of a Polish rock band TSA titled "Alien" (own translation)
It’s not quite
A single crack
On otherwise
Perfect
And wholesome
Concept
Of percived
Socio-existencial
Reality

It’s not enough
Making a dent
In your
Spiritural
Iron-domes
Like tents
Pretending
To be caves

It is to say
„Fuck it”
The most powerwful
Yet surely
The shortest
Prayer of a man
Whose
Entire hope
Stays with
Infantile believing
That love
One day
Shall be delivered

So he keep punching

In the past
He would break the mirrors
Literally
In a vain
Attempt
To destroy
The unworthy reflections
Of his
Currently acquired
Identities
Or
Might have been
To break through
And find on the other side
The truest of his
Alter-egos
But finding only
Emptiness
Fuelled with
Vodka

Now it’s different
Glass
Remains unbroken
And he even
Smiles
At that
Unfortunate creature
Of so wondering
Eyes
He has learnt
That hatred
Can always
Punch back
So, he keeps the distance
Knowing
The difference
Between
Physical
And

Litteral
The meaning

He still aims though
Not at the perfection
Not at happiness
The goal
Is not even satisfaction
He does not wait
For reciprocation
Nor gratitude
He goes deeper
And deeper
Crossing
The surface
Of every larger
Mental mirror
He finds
Popping and bubble
Of desire
Knowing that any
Values
Enchanted in them
Would soon get sour
And rotten
And forgotten

But he just wonders
What is
At the end
Of that rabbit hole
We call
The life
Can he
Find some love
Somewhere
Deeper there
Or just the
Demonic laughter
Of The Sardonic Master

He should just rest
With No-mind
So we shall