“The angels have gone
with you
It’s dark night
in a huge house
I was dying
And crying at them
There’s us
No more…
Eli lama Sabachtani”
Wilki – Eli lama Sabachtani – Polish song from 1990’s (My translation) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uYIjsWZ4bLU
I checked
Tonight
Still there
The only distant galaxy
Visble with
Naked eye
Just up there
Where the arms
Of Cassiopeia
Would cross
If there were
Straight lines
In that Universe
And nothing is straight
In my Universe
And clearly visible
Today
And with my naked soul
I should’ve begged you
Not to disappear again
I should've asked ...
Not like I put any claim
On you
I don’t have the right
To want you
To love you
I know that
I don’t aspire
That high
Anymore
Must admit
I did
For a while
But I am not that
detached from reality
all the time
Only a little bit
Sometimes
I just totally enjoyed
Every second
Of your Your Majestic presence
Every elaborated sentence we exchanged
Every exhilarating smile
Or enthusiatic nodding
Like with an entrusted friend
And now that
All
Will end
And you’ll become as distant
As M31
One of the billions of
Galaxies
Out there
Fading
From sight
In the morning
Never to be reached
Again
It’s not right
Eli, lama sabachthani
Again and again
Pain
Again
I cried
I shouted
I whined