Kamikaze

“Her father embarked at sunrisewith a flask of water, a samurai swordin the cockpit, a shaven headfull of powerful incantationsand enough fuel for a one-wayjourney into history …. And though he came backmy mother never spoke againin his presence, nor did she meet his eyesand the neighbours too, they treated himas though he no longer … Read more

Ultimus Finalis

“But I besiege you, The Living – The hope to keep And carry the light of knowledge In front of Your Sheep But to be ready in your heart To die following The Calling Like the stones falling On the rampart.” Juliusz Słowacki – “Testament Mój” – “My Will” own translation of a great “cannonical” … Read more

Attonbitus

“Ubi (est) thesaurus tuus, ibi cor tuum” Mattew 6:21 I am here … Made my mind Or rather It’s been made For me In absentia I stand still Paralyzed Stunned Waiting For any change Of the fate Any move Any window of opportunity Either to get closer To you Or escape From your spell I … Read more

On offer

4 Love is patient and kind; love is not jealous or boastful; 5 it is not arrogant or rude. Love does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; 6 it does not rejoice at wrong, but rejoices in the right. 7 Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. St. Paul 1 … Read more

Meggie

“Tu m’as privée de tous mes chantsTu m’as vidée de tous mes motsPourtant moi j’avais du talentAvant ta peau Cet amour me tueSi ça continueJe crèverai seule avec moiPrès de ma radioComme un gosse idiotEn écoutant ma propre voix qui chantera” Lara Fabian – “Je suis malade” https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AXnGInTqvRs Meggie is still there Rachel behaves politely … Read more

Long time, no see

“I ask one thing only: I ask for the right to hope, to suffer as I do. But if even that cannot be, command me to disappear , and I disappear. You shall not see me if my presence is distasteful to you.” Leo Tolstoy (Anna Karenina) – Thanks to Jim Beattie for the reminder … Read more

Stolen me

“I couldn’t seeBeyond my own faceThe day the mirrorBecame a blade And all that angerAnd all that painSparked the powerOf who I became” Karliene “All The Magic” https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dSFlIHh-tmM&list=RDdSFlIHh-tmM&start_radio=1&rv=dSFlIHh-tmM&t=10 Most of my life, I belonged To the image I created By myself For myself About myself Like a lord Of creation I thought “It was good” … Read more

Poor Jerusalem

“If you knew all that I knew, my poor JerusalemYou’d see the truth, but you close your eyesBut you close your eyesWhile you live, your troubles are many, poor JerusalemTo conquer death you only have to die”You only have to die “Poor Jerusalem” Jesus Christ Superstar You Tube here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DR2hLx6Jl9 I’ve decided Not or to … Read more

The Truth

I saw it Today In the eyes of Another girl Distrust Dissonance Disrespect Disdain These all Were also present In your looks So many times But then You would sneak A tiny glimpse Of hope In your Quirky games So,they kept me believing Against all odds, Or maybe because I couldn’t do otherwise Now I … Read more

New but Old (What’s love?)

They say I don’t need the Audience Pride says I’m better The Game we play Has a known gradient Reason first then ego latter I desperately in need of the Muse My visual dopamine prod Which sparks the flame So my thoughts don’t rampage loose She’s simply sent by God As a gift changing the … Read more