Confession

“And I am feeling so smallIt was over my headI know nothing at allAnd I will stumble and fallI’m still learning to loveJust starting to crawl” “Say Something” Song by A Great Big World Here’s my favourite version on YouTube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p_0GEXW07Uw 100 and 1 person Liked my lyrics The other day But I’m feeling grey … Read more

Growth

“I was searching, I was looking For meaning, I was wandering, desperately trying Only to see I have nothing missing” Fearless Soul “I am already enough” https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kFQ7qiqm6WA It’s been 18 long years Of my detention Since last I was seen As it appears With soul, mind and body Infestation And I am now A different … Read more

Promise

I am sitting now Quiet, trying to compose Doesn’t matter how With poetry or prose My own mind In that moment of bereft Why you were suddenly kind? And then you left In that play You see, About who’s more dominant Corridors length can cause pain And now we’ll stay Divided by sea And a … Read more

Serenade in Blue

“Tell me darling is there still a spark? Or only lonely ashes of the flame we knew Should I go on whistling in the dark, Serenade in blue” Glen Miller and His Orchestra https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=k6L4oG2PXXI She was I know that now “A Revelation” Sent for me By “Destiny” “The Match Made in Heaven” Well, whatever I … Read more

Ryōkan and Tenshin

Just a little changeSmall to say the leastBoth a little scaredNeither one preparedBeauty and the beast Beauty And The Beast – Celine Dion & Peabo Bryson https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CQtHCeabAR8 Maybe it takes A few years To take it right Maybe it is all Just an illusion A story They try to sell us As a blockbuster Maybe … Read more

Walking with the Devil

“I’ve never claimed to be a good boyThat lad is long dead‘Cause I got stuck in the wars, GraceOnes with bulletsAnd ones in my head” Karliene “Walk with the Devil” https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j8qQKa6MuLI&list=RDj8qQKa6MuLI&start_radio=1 I used to walk with the Devil Very eagerly I’d say Even earnestly I thought he was a smashing Companion Always quick To pick … Read more

The way of a hunter

“Splinters of my soulCut through your skinAnd burrow withinAnd burrow within” Karliene “Become the Beast”https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xmVzeriU5m0 They say ADHD is a deficit Bunch of shithead morons Under-educated Over-graduated Idiots with Degrees and titles Earned by ticking off Appropriate boxes Others would say That people like me Do not fit well with Modern civilization Wrong Opposite is … Read more

Y.M. Please come back

I’ve already mourned your loss, I would cry and sing “Eli Lama Sabachthani” The night you suddenly left Not accepting that cross Sure of one thing Whatever there may have done it It’s not fate, it’s a theft We’ve been robbed of a hundred adjectives I could find suited Your Illustrious Grace And a good … Read more

Longing

I long Every second Of your presence Every smile You try to hide From my view When you’re in Welcoming mode (sort of) And every bitchy look With which you try To fend me off When you’re not Every sighting of your car When I drive To the end of the hedge Which means I … Read more

Already broken

There were tanks On my street When I was eight Big, T-72 beasts I thought, they were great But they came from the East And the sound of helicopters Over skating ring Marches of military band On the radio But we would sing “Grant us please, Free Homeland” “Boże, Mario” “Please” You will never feel … Read more