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“…you exploded those boxes from theinside out now you’re something theycan’t categorize can’t control can’tcomprehend and that that terrifies themmore than any monster under the bed evercould See Darkness has a way ofstripping away theunnecessary all those social nicetiesall those little lies we tellourselves to feel civilized they meannothing in the void what’s left is … Read more

Jasmin

“How beautiful you are, my darling! Oh, how beautiful! Your eyes behind your veil are doves.Your hair is like a flock of goats descending from the hills of Gilead.Your teeth are like a flock of sheep just shorn, coming up from the washing.Each has its twin; not one of them is alone.Your lips are like … Read more

The Fall of Phaethon

“I confess my boy I would only refuse you this one thing. It is right to dissuade you. What you want is unsafe. Phaethon you ask too great a favour, and one that is unfitting for your strength and boyish years. Your fate is mortal: it is not mortal what you ask.”Ovid – Metamorphoses (Hellios … Read more

Finally

“Raz na noc daj utonąć mi proszęSprzedać serce na rynku za groszeBym poczuła ten grzech jak przeszywa na wskrośBoga płacz ludzi śmiech i bezradność Twych rąkDaj utonąć mi proszę …… Ja się znów narodzę …”Once a night, please let me drown, Swap my heart for pennies as pawnSo I feel that my sin how it … Read more

Non omnia moriatur

I am confusedI feel like being usedYet, I am accusedOf playingThe UserRightMea maxima culpaEstAnd fightWill probably lastCauseLustIs the primal driveNecessaryTo surviveTo stay aliveWhen the sunAlready is set lowI fell ever so slowFor your deceptionI tookMistakenlyYour tasteThe slightGrimace of your faceFor some realAppetiteAnd flewHigh as a kiteInto the realm of dreamsAnd fantasy themesFull as it seemsOf … Read more

Temujin and Borte

“Heaven grew angry at us and began to hate us because we did not have enough strength and power.” The Secret History of The Mongols. Listen upBorteMy Darling True LoveI won’t give upOur dreams are not yet abortedBut yet, I am not … enoughThis timeAt this moment in lifeThat got me unpreparedTengri’s work sublimeDespite all … Read more

The sign of Jonah

“… Passus sub Pontio Pilato, crucifixus, mortus et sepultus, decendit at infernos …” Credo This wasA spectacular funeralNot like my brother’sI burriedOur love (Sorry, my love to you – I keep forgetting)Into and deep insideThe perlic and foamyWatersof Daventry’s reservoir Not into a cheapPlastic tubLike I did To my brother’s ashesThe Ashes of my”Life’s Last … Read more

Velvet cross

„God grant that… When she looks Into my eyes She will see Love But not desperation See that I miss Her But it’s not obsession That I accept We have to be apart But I don’t give up Please Lord …” My own prayer … this morning I expected That crossBe coveredWith soft velvetOr plushAnd … Read more

Life on Mars

“Friends, be men; have a care for the spirit of heart-resented Ares;Of victors’ worth is nothing but one at the other,Though we are less by bounds than stones.” Hector rallying Trojan troops before battle – Illiad Book 15 Homer Enyo – listen carefullyI have to retireTrullyI’ll take offThat silly attireAnd back offThere’s life on MarsSpecially … Read more

Dragons and demons

“I wanna hide the truthI wanna shelter youBut with the beast insideThere’s nowhere we can hideNo matter what we breedWe still are made of greedThis is my kingdom comeThis is my kingdom come When you feel my heat, look into my eyesIt’s where my demons hideIt’s where my demons hideDon’t get too close, it’s dark … Read more